10 Things I Wish I Could Say To People:

1. Yes I Am Still Here.
2. Why Lie To Me?
3. GIVE ME SOME FUCKING ROOM TO BREATHE, I NEED MY OWN LIFE!
4. Leave Me The Fuck ALone.
5. I Don't Want To Talk To You Because I Know You're Bitching About Me
6. Yes, I Know I'm Failing. No, Shouting Isn't Going To Work.
7. I Love You, I Miss You, I Need You, I Never Forget You, My Thoughts Are Always of You.
8. There Are Things You Don't Know.
9. Not So Funny Now, Is It?
10. The Truth.

Nine things about myself:

1. I Am Katie.
2. I Feel Suicidal A Lot.
3. I Make My Own Life A Lot Harder By Getting Closer To People I Can't Have.
4. I Miss Hannah-Kun.
5. I Love Dancing
6. But Majorly Suck At It.
7. I Get Serious Back Pains Because Of My Boobs, Which Doesn't Make Sense.
8. I Still Talk To My Dad Late At Night When I'm Sat Up In My Bed Crying Because I Miss Him Still, After A Year.
9. My Dreams Are Now My Only Release, Which, Hannah-Kun, Is Mostly The Reason Why I Sleep So Much.

Eight ways to win my heart:

1. Be Able To Make Me Smile When I AM Mid-Tears
2. Be... A Genuinely Nice Person
3. Tell Me You Love Me, But Not The Way I Want You To
4. Make Me Laugh
5. Don't Tell Me You Worry WHen I Don't Eat For A While
6. Be Different To Me In Many Many Ways
7. Don't Judge People. And I Don't Just mean People Who Are Messed Up - Give EVERYONE A Chance, Including Chavs, Moshers, Geeks, Autistic Kids, 'Slow' People EtcEtc.
8. Don't Call Anyone A Freak In A Malicious Way.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:

1. Suicide
2. My Dad
3. Connor
4. Self Harm
5. Music
6. My Future
7. Things I Never Got To Say Or Do With My Daddy<3

Six things I do before I fall asleep:

1. Watch My Phone For Texts
2. Feel ALone And Unwanted Because No One Has Time For Me
3. Then Call Myself Pathetic And Idiotic Because It's The Middle Of The Night - Of Course They Don't Have Time For Me.
4. Either Smile Or Cry, Depending On Whether I've Talked To Someone Beforehand Or Not.
5. Close My Eyes
6. Tell Myself To Fucking Go To Sleep, Stop Crying/Smiling And Drift Away To My Sub Concious Land Of Refuge

Five places I want to visit:

1. Plymouth
2. Western Super Mare
3. Germany
4. Ireland
5. Alaska

Four things I'm wearing right now:

1. Underwear
2. Matalan Butterfly T Shirt
3. School Trousers
4. Pink Surfboard Necklace From My Dad

Three bands/artists that I listen to often:

1. P!nk
2. David Bowie
3. Guns 'N' Roses

Two things I want to do before I die:

1. See Connor
2. See My Dads Ghost.

One confession:

1. I'm Never Gonna Be This Emo When You're Around Me, I Respond To Emotions From Other People, And So I Only EVer Get To Be Depressed Alone. Which Is Why Connor Can Help Me So Much, Because He Usually Sees Me Like This.